Isn't that something that comes into our mind every now and then. And everytime we think about it, it hurts. Feeling of regrets and frustrated-ness comes along with it. And the worse thing is, there is nothing we can do about it.
I have many what ifs in my life. And yes, all of the times I regret not doing or having done something. But its that few minutes of pondering and wishing that makes so weirded out. I hate feeling the way I did and it pains me that no matter what I do, my life will forever be filled with what ifs.
My constant what if; What if I am the person I really am? Will I be a different person? Will I be living a different kind of life?
Hm, I guess i'll never know that.