The possibility of what ifs.

What if...?
Isn't that something that comes into our mind every now and then. And everytime we think about it, it hurts. Feeling of regrets and frustrated-ness comes along with it. And the worse thing is, there is nothing we can do about it.

I have many what ifs in my life. And yes, all of the times I regret not doing or having done something. But its that few minutes of pondering and wishing that makes so weirded out. I hate feeling the way I did and it pains me that no matter what I do, my life will forever be filled with what ifs.

My constant what if; What if I am the person I really am? Will I be a different person? Will I be living a different kind of life?

Hm, I guess i'll never know that.